Sadness, moodiness and unease are all I have been stewing in lately. I usually feel this way when I I'm not really doing what I am supposed to be doing. By this I mean whenever I am not taking maximum action on my dreams and goals, basically when I'm doing nothing to get me closer to where I want to be. It depresses me to say the least.
The only thing I have been able to keep consistent is- running every morning, as I try to build up my endurance and that's basically it! whilst the other little things suffer at the hand of my over compulsive addiction to Instagram. Things became a little more gloomy when I realized it was nearing mid October and I barely have enough time to accomplish what I set out to achieve this year. Which brings me to the fact that I haven't even shared my long-term and short-term goals.
My goals are really simple, nothing far fetched. In the long term, I would like to fully start learning Yoga on a professional level, travel for an internship program in France, change professions (by this I mean going back to the University). However, in the short term, I want to loose 6 kg, work on my abs, write and succeed in my C2 DALF exams coming up on the first week in December.
These are all the things I actually set out to achieve this year. The sad thing is lately I have been so sluggish and laid back about them and its making me sad.
I need to snap out of it and just start. Even if it is in baby steps... I need to start. Ending the year without achieving all these would just be a waste of one good year. I can't allow this happen. I need to do something anything but remain here....
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